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Part X
Chapter 19
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LEANING on Caleb, and lighted by a gaoler, bearing torches, Miriam
descended the damp and broken stairs that led to the dungeon. She
faltered as she arrived at the grate. She stopped, and leant against
the cold and gloomy wall. The gaoler and Caleb preceded her. She
heard the voice of Alroy. It was firm and sweet. Its accents reassured
her. Caleb came forth with a torch, and held it to her feet; and,
as he bent down, he said, ‘My lord bade me beg you to be of good
heart, for he is.’
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The gaoler, having stuck his torch in the niche, withdrew. Miriam
desired Caleb to stay without. Then, summoning up all her energies,
she entered the dreadful abode. Alroy was standing to receive her.
The light fell full upon his countenance. It smiled. Miriam could
no longer restrain herself. She ran forward, and pressed him to
her heart.
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‘O, my best, my long beloved,’ whispered Alroy; ‘such a meeting
indeed leads captivity captive!’
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But the sister could not speak. She leant her head upon his shoulder,
and closed her eyes, that she might not weep.
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‘Courage, dear heart; courage, courage!’ whispered the captive.
‘Indeed I am happy!’
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'My brother, my brother!'
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‘Had we met yesterday, you would have found me perhaps a little
vexed. But to-day I am myself again. Since I crossed the Tigris,
I know not that I have felt such self-content. I have had sweet
dreams, dear Miriam, full of solace. And, more than dreams, the
Lord has pardoned me, I truly think.’
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‘O, my brother! your words are full of comfort; for, indeed, I
too have dreamed, and dreamed of consolation. My spirit, since our
fall, has never been more tranquil.’
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‘Indeed I am happy.’
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‘Say so again, my David; let me hear again these words of solace!’
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‘Indeed, ’tis very true, my faithful friend. It is not spoken in
kind mockery to make you joyous. For know, last eve, whether the
Lord repented of his wrath, or whether some dreadful trials, of
which I will not speak, and wish not to remember, had made atonement
for my manifold sins, but so it was, that, about the time my angel
Miriam sent her soothing message, a feeling of repose came over
me, such as I long have coveted. Anon, I fell into a slumber, deep
and sweet, and, instead of those wild and whirling images that of
late have darted from my brain when it should rest, glimpses of
empire and conspiracy, snatches of fierce wars and mocking loves,
I stood beside our native fountain’s brink, and gathered flowers
with my earliest friend. As I placed the fragrant captives in your
flowing locks, there came Jabaster, that great, injured man, no
longer stern and awful, but with benignant looks, and full of love.
And he said, “David, the Lord hath marked thy faithfulness, in spite
of the darkness of thy dungeon.” So he vanished. He spoke, my sister,
of some strange temptations by heavenly aid withstood. No more of
that. I awoke. And lo! I heard my name still called. Full of my
morning dream, I thought it was you, and I answered; and then, reflecting,
my memory recognised those thrilling tones that summoned Alroy in
Jabaster’s cave.’
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‘The Daughter of the Voice?’
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‘Even that sacred messenger. I am full of faith. The Lord hath
pardoned me. Be sure of that.’
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‘I cannot doubt it, David. You have done great things for Israel;
no one in these latter days has risen like you. If you have fallen,
you were young, and strangely tempted.’
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‘Yet Israel, Israel! Did I not feel a worthier leader will yet
arise, my heart would crack. I have betrayed my country!’
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‘Oh no, no, no! You have shown what we can do and shall do. Your
memory alone is inspiration. A great career, although baulked of
its end, is still a landmark of human energy. Failure, when sublime,
is not without its purpose. Great deeds are great legacies, and
work with wondrous usury. By what Man has done, we learn what Man
can do; and gauge the power and prospects of our race.’
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‘Alas! there is no one to guard my name. ’Twill be reviled; or
worse, ’twill be forgotten.’
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‘Never! the memory of great actions never dies. The sun of glory,
though awhile obscured, will shine, at last. And so, sweet brother,
perchance some poet, in some distant age, within whose veins our
sacred blood may flow, his fancy fired with the national theme,
may strike his harp to Alroy’s wild career, and consecrate a name
too long forgotten?’
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‘May love make thee a prophetess!’ exclaimed Alroy, as he bent
down his head and embraced her. ‘Do not tarry,’ he whispered. ‘’Tis
better that we should part in this firm mood.’
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She sprang from him, she clasped her hands. ‘We will not part,’
she exclaimed with energy; ‘I will die with thee.’
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‘Blessed girl, be calm! Do not unman me.’
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‘I am calm. See! I do not weep. Not a tear, not a tear. They are
all in my heart.’
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'Go, go, my Miriam, angel of light. Tarry no longer; I pray thee
go. I would not think of the past. Let all my mind be centred in
the present. Thy presence calls back our bygone days, and softens
me too much. My duty to my uncle. Go, dear one, go!'
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'And leave thee, leave thee to—Oh! my David, thou hast seen,
thou hast heard—Honain?'
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‘No more; let not that accursed name profane those holy lips. Raise
not the demon in me.’
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‘I am silent. Yet ’tis madness! O! my brother, thou hast a fearful
trial.’
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‘The God of Israel is my refuge. He saved our fathers in the fiery
furnace. He will save me.’
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‘I am full of faith. I pray thee let me stay.’
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‘I would be silent; I would be alone. I cannot speak. Miriam. I
ask one favour, the last and dearest, from her who has never had
a thought but for my wishes; blessed being, leave me.’
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‘I go. O Alroy, farewell! Let me kiss you. Again, once more! Let
me kneel and bless you. Brother, beloved brother, great and glorious
brother, I am worthy of you: I will not weep. I am prouder in this
dread moment of your love than all your foes can be of their hard
triumph!’
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