| What follows is a reading text from the
fragments that make up the project of The Wanderings of
Cain. It is not a reconstruction of the poem or the prose
tale, as the work is frozen in time as a project: pre-genre,
fragmentary, and rewritten. Instead, the fragments have been
collected together in a way that allows them to be read as
parts of a single work. This reading text offers access to the
various fragments without immediate recourse to their variants
and may thus provide a sense of artistic development even in
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Preface[2]
A PROSE composition, one not in metre at least, seems prima facie
to require explanation or apology. It was written in the year
1798, near Nether Stowey, in Somersetshire, at which place (sanctum
et amabile nomen! rich by so many associations and recollections)
the author had taken up his residence in order to enjoy the society
and close neighbourhood of a dear and honoured friend, T. Poole,
Esq.[3]
The work was to have been written in concert with another,[4]
whose name is too venerable within the precincts of genius to
be unnecessarily brought into connection with such a trifle, and
who was then residing at a small distance from Nether Stowey.
The title and subject were suggested by myself, who likewise drew
out the scheme and the contents for each of the three books or
cantos, of which the work was to consist, and which, the reader
is to be informed, was to have been finished in one night! My
partner undertook the first canto: I the second: and which ever
had done first, was to set about the third. Almost thirty years
have passed by; yet at this moment I cannot without something
more than a smile moot the question which of the two things was
the more impracticable, for a mind so eminently original to compose
another man's thoughts and fancies, or for a taste so austerely
pure and simple to imitate the Death of Abel?[5]
Methinks I see his grand and noble countenance as at the moment
when having despatched my own portion of the task at full finger-speed,
I hastened to him with my manuscript—that look of humorous despondency
fixed on his almost blank sheet of paper, and then its silent
mock-piteous admission of failure struggling with the sense of
the exceeding ridiculousness of the whole scheme—which broke up
in a laugh: and the Ancient Mariner was written instead.
Years afterward, however, the draft of the plan and proposed
incidents, and the portion executed, obtained favour in the eyes
of more than one person, whose judgment on a poetic work could
not but have weighed with me, even though no parental partiality
had been thrown into the same scale, as a make-weight: and I determined
on commencing anew, and composing the whole in stanzas, and made
some progress in realizing this intention, when adverse gales
drove my bark off the "Fortunate Isles" of the Muses: and then
other and more momentous interests prompted a different voyage,
to firmer anchorage and a securer port. I have in vain tried to
recover the lines from the palimpsest tablet of my memory: and
I can only offer the introductory stanza, which had been committed
to writing for the purpose of procuring a friend's[6]
judgment on the metre, as a specimen.
Encinctured with a twine of leaves, That leafy twine his
only dress! A lovely Boy was plucking fruits, By moonlight,
in a wilderness. The moon was bright, the air was free, And
fruits and flowers together grew On many a shrub and many a
tree: And all put on a gentle hue, Hanging in the shadowy
air Like a picture rich and rare. It was a climate where,
they say, The night is more belov'd than day. But who that
beauteous Boy beguil'd, That beauteous Boy to linger
here? Alone, by night, a little child, In place so silent
and so wild— Has he no friend, no loving mother
near?
Child [saddened] by his father's ravings, goes out to pluck the
fruits in the moonlight wildness—Cain's soliloquy—Child returns with
a pitcher of water and a cake. Cain wonders what kind of beings
dwell in that place—whether any created since man or whether this
world had any beings rescued from the Chaos, wandering like
shipwrecked beings rescued from the other world.
"A little further, O my father, yet a little further, and we shall
come into the open moonlight." Their road was through a forest of
fir-trees; at its entrance the trees stood at distances from each
other, and the path was broad, and the moonlight and the moonlight
shadows reposed upon it, and appeared quietly to inhabit that
solitude. But soon the path winded and became narrow; the sun at
high noon sometimes speckled, but never illumined it, and now it was
dark as a cavern.
"It is dark, O my father!" said Enos, "but the path under our
feet is smooth and soft, and we shall soon come out into the open
moonlight."
"Lead on, my child!" said Cain: "guide me, little child!" And the
innocent little child clasped a finger of the hand which had
murdered the righteous Abel, and he guided his father. "The fir
branches drip upon thee, my son." "Yea, pleasantly, father, for I
ran fast and eagerly to bring thee the pitcher and the cake, and my
body is not yet cool. How happy the squirrels are that feed on these
fir-trees! they leap from bough to bough, and the old squirrels play
round their young ones in the nest. I clomb a tree yesterday at
noon, O my father, that I might play with them, but they leaped away
from the branches, even to the slender twigs did they leap, and in a
moment I beheld them on another tree. Why, O my father, would they
not play with me? I would be good to them as thou art good to me:
and I groaned to them even as thou groanest when thou givest me to
eat, and when thou coverest me at evening, and as often as I stand at
thy knee and thine eyes look at me?" Then Cain stopped, and stifling
his groans he sank to the earth, and the child Enos stood in the
darkness beside him.
And Cain lifted up his voice and cried bitterly, and said, "The
Mighty One that persecuteth me is on this side and on that; he
pursueth my soul like the wind, like the sand-blast he passeth
through me; he is around me even as the air! O that I might be
utterly no more! I desire to die—yea, the things that never had
life, neither move they upon the earth—behold! they seem precious to
mine eyes. O that a man might live without the breath of his
nostrils. So I might abide in darkness, and blackness, and an empty
space! Yea, I would lie down, I would not rise, neither would I stir
my limbs till I became as the rock in the den of the lion, on which
the young lion resteth his head whilst he sleepeth. For the torrent
that roareth far off hath a voice: and the clouds in heaven look
terribly on me; the Mighty One who is against me speaketh in the
wind of the cedar grove; and in silence am I dried up." Then Enos
spake to his father, "Arise, my father, arise, we are but a little
way from the place where I found the cake and the pitcher." And Cain
said, "How knowest thou?" and the child answered— "Behold the bare
rocks are a few of thy strides distant from the forest; and while
even now thou wert lifting up thy voice, I heard the echo." Then the
child took hold of his father, as if he would raise him: and Cain
being faint and feeble rose slowly on his knees and pressed himself
against the trunk of a fir, and stood upright and followed the
child.
The path was dark till within three strides' length of its
termination, when it turned suddenly; the thick black trees formed a
low arch, and the moonlight appeared for a moment like a dazzling
portal. Enos ran before and stood in the open air; and when Cain,
his father, emerged from the darkness, the child was affrighted. For
the mighty limbs of Cain were wasted as by fire; his hair was as the
matted curls on the bison's forehead, and so glared his fierce and
sullen eye beneath: and the black abundant locks on either side, a
rank and tangled mass, were stained and scorched, as though the
grasp of a burning iron hand had striven to rend them; and his
countenance told in a strange and terrible language of agonies that
had been, and were, and were still to continue to be.
The scene around was desolate; as far as the eye could reach
it was desolate: the bare rocks faced each other, and left a long
and wide interval of thin white sand.[7]
You might wander on and look round and round, and peep into the
crevices of the rocks and discover nothing that acknowledged the
influence of the seasons. There was no spring, no summer, no autumn:
and the winter's snow, that would have been lovely, fell not on
these hot rocks and scorching sands. Never morning lark had poised
himself over this desert; but the huge serpent often hissed there
beneath the talons of the vulture, and the vulture screamed, his
wings imprisoned within the coils of the serpent. The pointed
and shattered summits of the ridges of the rocks made a rude mimicry
of human concerns, and seemed to prophesy mutely of things that
then were not; steeples, and battlements, and ships with naked
masts. As far from the wood as a boy might sling a pebble of the
brook, there was one rock by itself at a small distance from the
main ridge. It had been precipitated there perhaps by the groan
which the Earth uttered when our first father fell. Before you
approached, it appeared to lie flat on the ground, but its base
slanted from its point, and between its point and the sands a
tall man might stand upright. It was here that Enos had found
the pitcher and cake, and to this place he led his father. But
ere they had reached the rock they beheld a human shape: his back
was towards them, and they were advancing unperceived, when they
heard him smite his breast and cry aloud, "Woe is me! woe is me!
I must never die again, and yet I am perishing with thirst and
hunger."
Pallid, as the reflection of the sheeted lightning on the
heavy-sailing night-cloud, became the face of Cain; but the child
Enos took hold of the shaggy skin, his father's robe, and raised his
eyes to his father, and listening whispered, "Ere yet I could speak,
I am sure, O my father, that I heard that voice. Have not I often
said that I remembered a sweet voice? O my father! this is it:" and
Cain trembled exceedingly. The voice was sweet indeed, but it was
thin and querulous, like that of a feeble slave in misery, who
despairs altogether, yet can not refrain himself from weeping and
lamentation. And, behold! Enos glided forward, and creeping softly
round the base of the rock, stood before the stranger, and looked up
into his face. And the Shape shrieked, and turned round, and Cain
beheld him, that his limbs and his face were those of his brother
Abel whom he had killed! And Cain stood like one who struggles in
his sleep because of the exceeding terribleness of a dream.
Thus as he stood in silence and darkness of soul, the Shape fell at
his feet, and embraced his knees, and cried out with a bitter
outcry, "Thou eldest born of Adam, whom Eve, my mother, brought
forth, cease to torment me! I was feeding my flocks in green
pastures by the side of quiet rivers, and thou killedst me; and now
I am in misery." Then Cain closed his eyes, and hid them with his
hands; and again he opened his eyes, and looked around him, and said
to Enos, "What beholdest thou? Didst thou hear a voice, my son?"
"Yes, my father, I beheld a man in unclean garments, and he uttered
a sweet voice, full of lamentation." Then Cain raised up the Shape
that was like Abel, and said: — "The Creator of our father, who had
respect unto thee, and unto thy offering, wherefore hath he forsaken
thee?" Then the Shape shrieked a second time, and rent his garment,
and his naked skin was like the white sands beneath their feet; and
he shrieked yet a third time, and threw himself on his face upon the
sand that was black with the shadow of the rock, and Cain and Enos
sate beside him; the child by his right hand, and Cain by his left.
They were all three under the rock, and within the shadow. The Shape
that was like Abel raised himself up, and spake to the child: "I
know where the cold waters are, but I may not drink, wherefore didst
thou then take away my pitcher?" But Cain said, "Didst thou not find
favour in the sight of the Lord thy God?" The Shape answered, "The
Lord is God of the living only, the dead have another God." Then
the child Enos lifted up his eyes and prayed; but Cain rejoiced
secretly in his heart. "Wretched shall they be all the days of their
mortal life," exclaimed the Shape, "who sacrifice worthy and
acceptable sacrifices to the God of the dead; but after death their
toil ceaseth. Woe is me, for I was well beloved by the God of the
living, and cruel wert thou, O my brother, who didst snatch me away
from his power and his dominion." Having uttered these words, he
rose suddenly, and fled over the sands: and Cain said in his heart,
"The curse of the Lord is on me; but who is the God of the dead?"
and he ran after the Shape, and the Shape fled shrieking over the
sands, and the sands rose like white mists behind the steps of Cain,
but the feet of him that was like Abel disturbed not the sands. He
greatly outrun Cain, and turning short, he wheeled round, and came
again to the rock where they had been sitting, and where Enos still
stood; and the child caught hold of his garment as he passed by, and
he fell upon the ground. And Cain stopped, and beholding him not,
said, "he has passed into the dark woods," and he walked slowly back
to the rocks; and when he reached it the child told him that he had
caught hold of his garment as he passed by, and that the man had
fallen upon the ground: and Cain once more sate beside him, and
said, "Abel, my brother, I would lament for thee, but that the
spirit within me is withered, and burnt up with extreme agony. Now,
I pray thee, by thy flocks, and by thy pastures, and by the quiet
rivers which thou lovedst, that thou tell me all that thou knowest.
Who is the God of the dead? where doth he make his dwelling? what
sacrifices are acceptable unto him? for I have offered, but have not
been received; I have prayed, and have not been heard; and how can I
be afflicted more than I already am?" The Shape arose and answered,
"O that thou hadst had pity on me as I will have pity on thee. Follow
me, Son of Adam! and bring thy child with thee!"
And they three passed over the white sands between the rocks,
silent as the shadows.
He falls down in a trance. When he awakes he sees a luminous body
coming before him. It stands before him an orb of fire. It goes
on he moves not. It returns to him again, again retires as if wishing
him to follow it. It then goes on and he follows. They are led to
near the bottom of the rocks, woods, brooks, forests... The Fire
gradually shapes itself, retaining its luminous appearance, on to
the lineaments of a man: A dialogue between the fiery shape and
Cain, in which the being presses upon Cain the enormity of his guilt,
and that he must make some expiation to the true deity, who is a
severe God, and persuades him to burn out his eyes. Cain opposes
this idea and says that God himself who had inflicted this punishment
upon him had done it because he neglected to make a proper use of
his senses . . . The evil spirit answers him that God is indeed
a God of mercy and that examples must be given to mankind. That
this end will be answered by his terrible appearance at the same
time that he will be gratified with the most delicious sights and
feelings.
Cain overpersuaded, consents to do it but wishes to go to the top
of the rocks to take a farewell of the earth. His farewell Speech
concluding with an abrupt address to the promised redeemer and he
abandons the idea on which the being had accompanied him, and
turning round to declare this to the being he sees him dancing from
rock to rock in his former shape down those interminable
precipices.
Midnight on the Euphrates. Cedars, palms, pines. Cain discovered
sitting on the upper part of the ragged rock, where is [a] cavern
overlooking the Euphrates, the moon rising on the horizon. His
soliloquy. The beasts are out on the ramp. He hears the screams of a
woman and children—surrounded by tigers. Cain makes a soliloquy
debating whether he shall save the woman. Cain advances wishing
death—and the tigers rush off. It proves to be Cain's wife with her
two children determined to follow her husband. She prevails upon him
at last to tell his story. Cain's wife tells him that her son Enoch
was placed suddenly by her side.
Cain addresses all the elements to cease for a while to persecute
him, while he tells his story. He begins with telling her that
he had first after his leaving her found out a dwelling in the
desart under a juniper tree . . . how he meets in the desart a
young man whom upon a nearer approach he perceives to be Abel,
on whose countenance appear marks of the greatest misery. He [tells]
of another being who had power after this life, greater than Jehovah.
He is going to offer sacrifices to this being and persuades Cain
to follow him to come to an immense Gulph filled with water, whither
they descend followed by alligators . . .[8]
They go till they come to an immense meadow so surrounded as to
be inaccessible, and from its depth so vast that you could not
see it from above. Abel offers sacrifice from the blood of his
arm. A gleam of light illumines the meadow. The countenance of
Abel becomes more beautiful, and his arms glistering—he then persuades
Cain to offer sacrifice, for himself and his son Enoch by cutting
his child's arm and letting the blood fall from it. Cain is about
to do it when Abel himself in his angelic appearance, attended
by Michael, is seen in the heavens whence they sail slowly down.
Abel addresses Cain with terror, warning him not to offer up his
innocent child. The evil spirit throws off the countenance of
Abel and assuming its own shape, flies off pursuing a flying battle
with Michael. Abel carries off the Child.
The Child is born, the Child must die Among the desert Sands
And we too all must die of Thirst for not a Drop remains.
But wither do we retire to Heaven or possibility of Heaven
But this to darkness, Cold, and tho' not positive Torment, yet
positive Evil—Eternal Absence from Communion with the Creator. O how
often have the Sands at night roar'd and whitened like a burst of
waters O that indeed they were! Then full of enthusiastic faith
kneels and prays, and in holy frenzy covers the child with sand. In
the name of the Father . . .
—Twas done
the Infant died
the blessed Sand retired, each particle to itself,
conglomerating, and shrinking from the profane sand the Sands
shrank away from it, and left a pit still hardening and
hardening, at length shot up a fountain large and mighty
How wide around its Spray, the rain-bow plays upon the Stream
and the Spray—but lo! another brighter, O far far more bright
it hangs over the head of a glorious Child like a floating veil
(vide Raphael's God)—the Soul arises they drink, and fill their
Skins, and depart rejoicing—O Blessed the day when that good man and
all his Company came to Heaven Gate and the Child—then an
angel—rushed out to receive them—
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