TEXTS : 1818 EDITION : VOL. II
Chapter 2
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THE next day, contrary to the
prognostications of our guides, was fine, although
clouded. We visited the source of the
Arveiron, and rode about the valley until
evening. These sublime and magnificent scenes
afforded me the greatest consolation that I was
capable of receiving. They elevated me from all
littleness of feeling; and although they did not
remove my grief, they subdued and tranquillized it.
In some degree, also, they diverted my mind from the
thoughts over which it had brooded for the last
month. I returned in the evening, fatigued, but less
unhappy, and conversed
with my family with more cheerfulness than had
been my custom for some time. My father was pleased,
and Elizabeth overjoyed. "My dear cousin," said she,
"you see what happiness you diffuse when you are
happy; do not relapse again!"
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The following morning
the rain poured down in torrents, and thick mists hid
the summits of the mountains. I rose early, but felt
unusually melancholy. The rain depressed me; my old
feelings recurred, and I was miserable. I knew how
disappointed my father would be at this sudden
change, and I
wished to avoid him until I had recovered myself
so far as to be enabled to conceal those feelings
that overpowered me. I knew that they would remain
that day at the inn; and as I had ever inured myself
to rain, moisture, and cold, I resolved to go alone
to the
summit of Montanvert. I remembered the effect
that the view of the tremendous
and ever-moving glacier had produced upon my mind
when I first saw it. It had then filled me with a
sublime ecstasy that gave wings to the soul, and
allowed it to soar from the obscure world to light
and joy. The sight of the
awful and majestic in nature had indeed always
the effect of solemnizing my mind, and causing me to
forget the passing cares of life. I
determined to go alone, for I was well acquainted
with the path, and the presence of another would
destroy the solitary grandeur of the scene.
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The ascent is precipitous, but the path
is cut into continual and short
windings, which enable you to surmount the
perpendicularity of the mountain. It is a scene
terrifically desolate. In a thousand spots the traces
of the winter avelanche may be perceived, where
trees
lie broken and strewed on the ground; some
entirely destroyed, others bent, leaning upon the
jutting rocks of the mountain, or transversely upon
other trees. The path, as you ascend higher, is
intersected by ravines of snow, down which stones
continually roll from above; one of them is
particularly dangerous, as the slightest sound, such
as even speaking in a loud voice, produces a
concussion of air sufficient to draw destruction upon
the head of the speaker. The pines
are not tall or luxuriant, but they are sombre, and
add an air of severity to the scene. I looked on the
valley beneath; vast mists were rising from the
rivers which ran through it, and curling in thick
wreaths around the opposite mountains, whose summits
were hid in the uniform clouds, while rain poured
from the dark sky, and added to the melancholy
impression I received from the objects around me.
Alas! why does man
boast of sensibilities superior to those apparent
in the brute; it only renders them more necessary
beings. If our impulses were confined to hunger,
thirst, and desire, we
might be nearly free; but now we are moved by
every wind that blows, and a chance word or scene
that that word may convey to us.
We rest; a dream has power to poison sleep.
We rise; one wand'ring thought
pollutes the day.
We feel, conceive, or reason; laugh, or weep,
Embrace fond woe, or cast our
cares away;
It is the same: for, be it joy or sorrow,
The path of its departure still
is free.
Man's yesterday may ne'er be like his morrow;
Nought may endure but mutability!
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It was nearly noon when I arrived at the
top of the ascent. For some time I sat upon the rock
that overlooks the sea
of ice. A mist covered both that and the
surrounding mountains. Presently a breeze dissipated
the cloud, and I descended upon the glacier. The
surface is very uneven, rising like the waves of a
troubled sea, descending low, and interspersed by
rifts that sink deep. The field of ice is almost
a
league in width, but I spent nearly two hours in
crossing it. The opposite mountain is a bare
perpendicular rock. From the side where I now stood
Montanvert was exactly opposite, at the distance of a
league; and above it rose Mont Blanc, in awful
majesty. I remained in a recess of the rock, gazing
on this wonderful and stupendous scene. The sea, or
rather
the vast river of ice, wound among its dependent
mountains, whose aërial summits hung over its
recesses. Their icy and glittering peaks shone in the
sunlight over the clouds. My heart, which was before
sorrowful, now swelled with something like joy;
I
exclaimed—"Wandering spirits, if indeed ye
wander, and do not rest in your narrow beds, allow me
this faint happiness, or take me, as your companion,
away from the joys of life."
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As I said this, I
suddenly beheld the figure of a man, at some
distance, advancing towards me with superhuman speed.
He bounded over the crevices in the ice, among which
I had walked with caution; his stature also, as he
approached, seemed to exceed that of man. I was
troubled: a mist came over my eyes, and I felt a
faintness seize me; but I was quickly restored by the
cold gale of the mountains. I perceived, as the shape
came nearer, (sight
tremendous and abhorred!) that it was the
wretch whom I had created. I trembled with rage
and horror, resolving to wait his approach, and then
close with him in mortal combat. He approached;
his
countenance bespoke bitter anguish, combined with
disdain and malignity, while its unearthly ugliness
rendered it almost too horrible for human eyes. But I
scarcely observed this; anger
and hatred had at first deprived me of utterance,
and I recovered only to overwhelm him with words
expressive of furious detestation and contempt.
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"Devil!"
I exclaimed, "do you dare approach me? and do not you
fear the fierce vengeance of my arm wreaked on your
miserable
head? Begone,
vile insect! or rather stay, that I may trample
you to dust! and, oh, that I could, with the
extinction of your miserable existence, restore those
victims whom you have so diabolically murdered!"
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"I expected this
reception," said the dæmon. "All men hate
the
wretched; how then must I be hated, who am
miserable
beyond all living things! Yet you, my
creator, detest and spurn me, thy creature, to
whom thou art bound
by ties only dissoluble by the annihilation of
one of us. You purpose to kill me. How dare
you sport thus with life? Do your
duty towards me, and I will do mine towards you
and the rest of mankind. If you will comply with my
conditions, I will leave them and you at peace; but
if you refuse, I will glut the maw of death, until it
be satiated with the blood of your remaining
friends."
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"Abhorred monster!
fiend that thou art! the tortures
of hell are too mild a vengeance for thy crimes.
Wretched devil! you reproach me with your creation;
come on then, that I may extinguish the spark which I
so negligently bestowed."
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My rage was without
bounds; I sprang on him, impelled by all the
feelings which can arm one being against the
existence of another.
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He easily eluded me, and said,
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"Be calm! I entreat you
to hear me, before you give vent to your hatred on
my
devoted head. Have I not suffered enough, that
you seek to increase my misery? Life, although it may
only be an accumulation of anguish, is dear to me,
and I will defend it. Remember, thou hast made me
more powerful than thyself; my height is superior to
thine; my joints more supple. But I will not be
tempted to set
myself in opposition to thee. I am thy creature,
and I will be even mild and docile to my natural lord
and king, if thou wilt also perform thy part, the
which thou owest me. Oh, Frankenstein, be not
equitable to every other, and trample upon me alone,
to whom thy
justice, and even thy clemency and affection, is
most due. Remember that I am thy creature: I
ought to be thy Adam; but I am rather the fallen
angel, whom thou drivest from joy for no misdeed.
Every where I see bliss, from which I alone am
irrevocably excluded. I
was benevolent and good; misery
made me a fiend. Make me happy, and I shall again
be virtuous."
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"Begone! I will not
hear you. There
can be no community between you and me; we are
enemies.
Begone, or let us try
our strength in a fight, in which one must
fall."
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"How
can I move thee? Will no entreaties cause thee to
turn a favourable eye upon thy creature, who implores
thy goodness and compassion. Believe me,
Frankenstein: I
was benevolent; my soul glowed with love
and humanity: but am I
not alone, miserably alone? You, my creator,
abhor me; what hope can I gather from your
fellow-creatures, who owe me nothing? they spurn and
hate me. The
desert mountains and dreary glaciers are my
refuge. I have wandered here many days; the caves of
ice, which I only do not fear, are a dwelling to me,
and the only one which man does not grudge. These
bleak skies I hail, for they are kinder to me than
your fellow-beings. If the multitude
of mankind knew of my existence, they would do as
you do, and arm themselves for my destruction. Shall
I not then hate them who abhor me? I
will keep no terms with my enemies. I am
miserable, and they
shall share my wretchedness. Yet it is in your
power to recompense me, and deliver them from an evil
which it only remains for you to make so great, that
not
only you and your family, but thousands of
others, shall be swallowed up in the whirlwinds of
its rage. Let your compassion be moved, and do not
disdain me. Listen to my tale: when you have heard
that, abandon or commiserate me, as you shall judge
that I deserve. But hear me. The guilty
are allowed, by human laws, bloody as they may
be, to speak in their own defence before they are
condemned. Listen to me, Frankenstein. You
accuse me of murder; and yet you would, with a
satisfied conscience, destroy your own creature. Oh,
praise the eternal justice of man! Yet I ask you not
to spare me: listen to me; and then, if you can, and
if you will, destroy the work of your hands."
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"Why do you call to my
remembrance circumstances of which I shudder to
reflect, that I have been the miserable origin and
author? Cursed be the day, abhorred
devil, in which you first saw light! Cursed
(although I curse myself) be the hands that
formed you! You
have made me wretched beyond expression. You have
left me no
power to consider whether I am just to you, or
not. Begone! relieve me from the sight of your
detested form."
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"Thus
I relieve thee, my creator," he said, and placed
his hated hands before my eyes, which I flung from me
with violence; "thus I take from thee a sight which
you abhor. Still thou canst listen to me, and grant
me thy
compassion. By the
virtues that I once possessed, I demand this from
you. Hear my tale; it is long and strange, and the
temperature of this place is not fitting to your fine
sensations; come to the
hut upon the mountain. The sun is yet high in the
heavens; before it descends to hide itself behind yon
snowy precipices, and illuminate another world, you
will have heard my story, and can decide. On you it
rests, whether I quit forever the neighbourhood of
man, and lead a harmless life, or become the scourge
of your fellow-creatures, and the author of your own
speedy ruin."
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As he said this, he led
the way across the ice: I followed. My heart was
full, and I did not answer him; but, as I proceeded,
I weighed the various arguments that he had used, and
determined at least to listen to his tale. I was
partly
urged by curiosity, and compassion confirmed my
resolution. I had hitherto supposed him to be the
murderer of my brother, and I eagerly sought a
confirmation or denial of this opinion. For the first
time, also, I felt what the
duties of a creator towards his creature were,
and that I ought to render him happy before I
complained of his wickedness. These motives urged me
to comply with his demand. We crossed the ice,
therefore, and ascended the opposite rock. The air
was cold, and the rain again began to descend: we
entered the hut, the
fiend with an air of exultation, I with a heavy
heart, and depressed spirits. But I consented to
listen; and, seating myself by the fire which my
odious companion had lighted, he
thus began his tale.
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