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Mrs. Sarah Ellis, "Mrs. Fletcher, Late Miss Jewsbury."
The Christian Keepsake and Missionary Annual. Ed. William Ellis.
London: Fisher, Son, & Co., 1838. 30 - 42.
Miss Jewsbury, whose portrait stands as the frontispiece to the present
volume, was a native of Warwickshire, born in the year 1800. In the
early part of her life her family removed to Manchester, where she resided
until the time of her marriage with the Rev. Kew Fletcher, on the second
of August, 1832.
In contemplating the character of this distinguished woman, there appears
little for the pen to record, but much for the mind to expatiate upon;
and there are few individuals, amongst those who are capable of appreciating
the depth, the extent, and the strength of her mental capabilities,
who will not feel with the writer of this humble memorial, a disposition,
not always rightly controlled, to regret that a star so bright and benignant
in its influence, should have set to the world, before the fulness of
its splendour was revealed. In the writings of Miss Jewsbury, brilliant
and powerful as they are, we are struck more with what she might have
been, than with what she was. Not merely with what she might have been
as a writer, but as an experienced and exemplary Christian. By her own
confession, in an affecting and characteristic letter, written a short
time before her departure for India, she had done nothing to live;
and of the fragments of thought and feeling left behind her, it cannot
be said that they prove, either collectedly or individually, what her
mind was capable of working out. It may with more propriety be remarked,
that they resemble specimens of the precious ore of some deep unfathomed
mine, from whose wealth the world is now shut out for ever. The same
impenetrable veil has been drawn between our eyes, and the full developement
of her religious character. For though there is clear and satisfactory
evidence, in the tone and character of her writings, that her mind was
deeply impressed with the force of scriptural truth, and her heart secured
against the many temptations to which her ardent nature was peculiarly
liable, by a well-grounded religious faith, she was removed from this
scene of spiritual conflict, before all the energies of her soul appeared
to be fully matured, or devoted, as there is every reason to believe
they would have been, to the highest and noblest purposes of existence.
And thus we sorrow, perhaps with too much poignancy, over the early
death of one so peculiarly calculated to adorn and improve the society
of which we form a part; forgetting, that He who seeth not as man seeth,
needs no ray of earthly splendour to add to the glory of his crown,
and therefore, more compassionate than we are in our short-sightedness
and folly, he not unfrequently quenches the rising splendour of human
intellect, in mercy to the weak and suffering nature to which it is
allied. It is probable, too, that the "early grave which men weep
over," may afford a blessed deliverance from temptations, unknown
except to the heart where they exist, and to Him who formed that heart,
and who pities its manifold infirmities.
It is a well-known truth, that genius is a fearful, and sometimes fatal
gift; and genius of that particular kind which distinguished the character
of Miss Jewsbury, is, perhaps, the most to be feared in connexion with
the happiness or misery of its possessor. The author of the "Enthusiast"
has, in that story, bequeathed to the world a striking and most melancholy
picture of the ceaseless conflict, the insatiable thirst for what is
unattainable, and the final wretchedness necessarily attendant upon
the ungoverned ambition of superior intellect, when associated with
the weakness, natural dependence, and susceptibility of woman. The character
of Julia, with an injustice too frequently practised, has been identified
with that of the authoress herself; and though, by her own confession,
"the childhood, the opening years, and many of the after opinions"
of her heroine are drawn from her own; we feel the highest satisfaction
in turning from the dreary void to which this ideal being is consigned,
to the indefatigable industry, the practical usefulness, and the religious
zeal which imparted solidity and worth to the later years of the real
"Enthusiast."
The most striking features in the character of Miss Jewsbury, were
such as qualified her in an especial manner for shining in society.
Naturally prone to satire, she looked upon the world, not with the tempered
vision of one early initiated in its hackneyed customs; but, with the
keen perception of an unsophisticated and self-tutored mind, she fearlessly
assailed its absurdities, and sported with its follies like a child
with its toys, until their impotence wearies him, and their frailty
disappoints. It was then, in the midst of her playfulness, when her
strong moral feelings were excited, that she seemed to possess an intuitive
power of striking off, as it were, masses of thought, and scattering
them amongst her hearers, with a rapidity of movement in all the operations
of her own intellect, which, in the opinion of Wordsworth, was without
its equal in any other mind. And this variety perpetually recurring,
mingled also with a profound heart-searching melancholy, whose "boding
voice" was ever reminding her of death and the grave, rendered
the seasons of intellectual communion with Miss Jewsbury like bright
spots, in the existence of all who knew and loved her, never to be forgotten,
and never to be effaced by their likeness to any thing on earth.
It is not for common-place, tame, and unimaginative minds to form an
idea of what must have been the temptations to a being thus endowed,
when surrounded by an admiring circle. That Miss Jewsburys experience
should, in many points, have too closely resembled that of her own "Enthusiast,"
can be no subject of surprise. The wonder is, (and would that all who
wonder might learn to imitate as well as admire!) that, knowing and
feeling herself to be thus endowed, she should have devoted her time,
her care, and her affectionate attention, to the household duties of
her fathers family, until the total failure of her health rendered
it a higher duty to withdraw from such arduous and unremitting occupations.
Even then, when her recovery was despaired of, she was not idle; for
she had a strong principle within her, perpetually prompting her to
employ all the powers she was gifted with, in promoting the temporal
and eternal benefit of her fellow-creatures. During her stay at Leamington
she wrote her "Letters to the Young," many of them addressed
to her own young friends, and all bearing evidence of a strong conviction
of the importance and necessity of that entire devotedness of the heart
to God, which this work so strenuously recommends.
It may be said, (for many unjust and unkind things are said of literary
women,) that the love of fame might influence her even in the high and
holy duty of recommending the religion of the Bible to the acceptance
and adoption of youth; and rather than dispute this point, we turn again
to her domestic character, and contemplate her at the age of nineteen,
taking the sole management of a large family, the youngest of which
was but a month old. To this child, whose health was extremely delicate,
she devoted herself with unremitting anxiety, and it is, humanly speaking,
to her long and unceasing kindness that her youngest brother now owes
his life. Yet at the same time, that there burned within her soul the
unquenchable fire of a genius too powerful to be extinguished by the
many cares of her arduous life, so fearful was she of being absorbed
by any selfish pursuit, that she made it a point of conscience never
to take up a book, until all her little charge had retired to rest for
the night. With what avidity she then drank at the well of knowledge,
may be inferred from the insatiable thirst for distinction which at
a very early period of her existence filled her mind.
"I was nine years old," she says in the letter already alluded
to, "when the ambition of writing a book, being praised publicly,
and associating with authors, seized me as a vague longing." The
desire of her heart in after years was granted, and what was the result?
Not the satisfaction of having earned a rich reward, but keen regrets
that she had not done better, and earned more. "I would gladly
burn almost every thing I ever wrote," is her own affecting expression
in the same letter, "if so be that I might start now with a mind
that has seen, and thought, and suffered something at least approaching
to a preparation." And then in what beautiful language does she
lament her own past impatience in attempting to seize, without attaining,
excellence. "Alas! alas! we all sacrifice the palm-tree, to obtain
the temporary draught of wine! We slay the camel that would bear us
through the desert, because we will not endure a momentary thirst. I
have done nothing to live, and what I have yet done must pass away with
a thousand other blossoms, the growth, the beauty, and oblivion of a
day. The powers which I feel, and of which I have given promise, may
mature, may stamp themselves in act; but the spirit of despondency is
strong upon the future exile, and I fear they never will.
I feel the long grass growing oer my heart.
In the best of every thing I have done, you will find one leading ideadeath:
all thoughts, all images, all contrasts of thoughts and images, are
derived from living much in the valley of that shadow."
And well was it for the gifted authoress that her thoughts had this
peculiar bias; and merciful was the shadow thus cast upon her earthly
path, as if to obscure the brilliance which her own genius shed around
her, and veil from her eyes the allurements of a deceitful world. Had
it been otherwise, in what a different state of mind, and feeling, and
experience, might she have met her early death! for there was every
thing in her own nature calculated to make her the idol of society;
and but for such internal premonitions of her doom, she might have been
the idol of society, and nothing more.
It is remarkable, that the same bias and tendency of thought should
have pervaded with equal power the mind of a sister genius, destined
to follow at a short distance the steps of her friend to the same house
appointed to all living, and that the intimacy, which at a late period
of their lives existed between Miss Jewsbury and Mrs. Hemans, should
have been cemented by the sympathy of their souls, on what appears to
have been to both, a subject of absorbing and profound interestthat
of death and eternity. In describing the effect produced upon her own
feelings by the tidings of Mrs. Fletchers decease, Mrs. Hemans
uses the following expressive language: "It hung the more heavily
upon my spirits, as the subject of death and the mighty future had so
many times been that of our most confidential communion. How much deeper
power seemed to lie coiled up as it were in the recesses of her mind,
than was ever manifested to the world in her writings. Strange and sad
does it seem that only the broken music of such a spirit has been given
to the earth, the full and finished harmony never drawn forth!"
And many are the hearts that will echo a response to this exclamation.
Yet when we reflect, that the elements of intellectual greatness are
seldom allied to those of social and domestic happiness, especially
in woman; that there is a fervour and an impulse of feeling connected
with high mental capabilities, at variance in their nature with the
repose, and too often with the loveliness, of the female character,we
are willing to bow beneath the hand of Him who doeth all things well,
without murmuring that he has added to the harmony of heaven, those
strains which it is possible might never have been tuned on earth without
some jarring chord.
As a writer Miss Jewsbury is well known to the world, and all comments
upon her ability as an authoress must fall short of what she merits
as an highly-gifted and intellectual woman. It may, therefore, be briefly
remarked, that her mind, though imaginative, was not naturally poetical;
and though her style abounds in imagery, it wants the easy flowthe
melody of poetic numbers. It is possible the movements of her mind were
too rapid for verse, and the materials with which it worked out its
purposes, too massive and ponderous to be associated with perfect harmony.
The following stanzas on man will exemplify this defect, in conjunction
with the magnitude and abruptness of thought in which it originated;
at the same time that they show how expansive, and how noble, were the
subjects upon which her thoughts were exercised:
'Creations heir!' the first, the last!
That knew the world his own;
Yet stood he mid his kingdom vast
A fugitive oerthrown!
Faded and frail the glorious form,
And changed the soul within,
While pain, and grief, and strife, and storm,
Told the dark secretsin!
Unaided and alone on earth,
He bade the heavens give ear;
But every star that sang his birth
Kept silence in its sphere:
He saw round Edens distant steep
Angelic legions stray;
Alas! they were but sent to keep
His guilty foot away!
Then turned he reckless to his own,
The world before him spread;
But natures was an altered tone,
And spoke rebuke and dread.
Fierce thunders peal, and racking gale,
Answered the storm-swept sea,
While crashing forests joined the wail,
And all said, "Cursed for thee!"
This, spoke the lions prowling roar,
And this, the victims cry;
This, written in defenceless gore,
For ever met his eye.
And not alone each fiercer power
Proclaimed just heavens decree,
The faded leaf, the dying flower,
Alike said, "Cursed for thee!"
Though mortal, doomed to many a length
Of lifes now narrow span,
Sons rose around in pride and strength;
They too proclaimed the ban.
Twas heard amid their hostile spears,
Owned in the murderers doom,
Seen in the widows silent tears,
Felt in the infants tomb.
Ask not the wanderers after fate,
His being, birth, or name;
Enough that all have shared his state,
That man is still the same;
Still brier and thorn his life oergrow,
Still strives his soul within,
And pain, and care, and sorrow show
The same dark secretsin.
It is in the prose writings of Miss Jewsbury that we are more frequently
struck with those flashes of genius, and that bursting forth of powerful
intellect, by which she was so strikingly distinguished from the more
superficial writers of her day, and which gave promise of a degree of
literary eminence which few women have attained. They story of the "Enthusiast,"
defective as it is in some respects, abounds in passages of this description;
passages that strike the heart with an instantaneous conviction of how
much the writer of them must have thought, and felt, and suffered, in
her own short experience of human life; and how much she must have learned
in her eager quest after the knowledge of good and evil. The following
description of society after it has been sought as the idol of an ambitious
woman, though accompanied with the wildness of highly wrought enthusiasm,
is strongly characteristic of her own mind; and while she makes her
heroine speak for her, we cannot but suspect that the feelings she expresses
had a deeper root than in the imagination of the author. "None
know better than I do that this society is magnificent in its outward
aspect, but in detail it will not bear inspection. The temple is barbaric,
not Grecian; the worship is idolatrous, not Christian. It is a divinity
gorgeous in apparel, but a fire is concealed within its hollow bosom,
and whoso worships must cast therein the first-born of the souls
simplicity. Do not refer me to nature for the well-spring of beauty
and consolation. I love her, but it is as a luxuryas an addition
to other things; I could not be satisfied to live with her alone, and
for her own sake. Besides, I deserted her once; and she does not, like
Deity, call back her prodigals to her bosom. There is no voice in nature
which says, Return, and I will receive you again. Ah, what
is genius to a woman, but a splendid misfortune! What is fame to woman,
but a dazzling degradation! She is exposed to the pitiless gaze of admiration;
but little respect, and no love, blends with it. However much as an
individual she may have gained in name, in rank, in fortune, she has
suffered as a woman. In the history of letters she may be associated
with man, but her own sweet life is lost; and though in reality she
may flow through the ocean of the world, maintaining an unsullied current;
she is nevertheless apparently absorbed, and become one with the elements
of tumult and distraction. She is a reed shaken with the winda
splendid exotic nurtured for display; she is the Hebrew whose songs
are demanded in a strange land; Ruth standing, amid the alien corn;
her affections are the dew that society exhales, but gives not back
to her in rain; she is a jewelled captive, bright, and desolate, and
sad!"
Who can read this description of the fate of an ambitious woman, without
believing that the writer must herself have played upon the brink of
that precipice, down which her heroine had plunged; and the more feelingly
we contemplate the degree of suffering and temptation to which her own
ardent nature was liable, the more we rejoice that she listened to the
warnings of the still small voice, and retreated to a safe resting-place,
and found that shelter and repose, which, beloved and admired as she
was, she never could have enjoyed as the idol of society.
There is nothing more powerfully expressed in the writings of Miss
Jewsbury, than her own deep sense of the utter emptiness and insufficiency
of all earthly enjoyments. Even of human sympathy, she who must have
proved its utmost worth remarks, in one of her earliest publications,"It
is indeed a frail evanescent thing, which we all over-estimate, until
deep suffering convinces us of its little real worth. As the parent
of charity, it may alleviate tangible evils, and diminish the sum of
bodily sufferings. Food may relieve hunger; medicine may assuage sickness;
money may convey warmth and plenty to the abodes of poverty; sympathy
may smooth the surface of human sorrow; but its dark troubled depths
must remain dark and troubled still. It cannot medicine the soul, and
there lie all the griefs that kill." Again speaking
through her imaginary "Enthusiast," she says of "knowledgeask,
is it come to this! Knowledge, though it still invigorates my understanding,
no longer fills my heart with unalloyed pleasure; it seems only to open
my eyes to fresh views of human crime and sorrow. And what is the office
of poetry? little other than to strew flowers over the various sepulchres
in which the heart buries its dead. Yes, poetry may be ethereal in our
nature, but it also enervates, and saddens; it imparts poison in an
odour; it slays with a jewelled scymetar."
What, then, was left for one who had tried all things which her ambition
had pointed out as desirable, and experienced, ere the prime of life,
that all was vanity? What but to choose that better part commended by
the Saviour himself, when he accepted the precious ointment as the offering
of a love, whose depth and devotedness he alone could comprehend.
In Miss Jewsburys earliest connected work, entitled "Phantasmagoria,"
much of her natural tendency to satire is exhibited, without the subdued
and chastened feelings which imparted a deep interest to the productions
of her riper years. It is said by those most intimately acquainted with
her, that many of her best writings appeared anonymously in the periodicals
of the day, and these she collected together previously to her departure
for India, there is every reason to suppose, with the intention of having
them republished under her own name. It is much to be regretted, that
no complete edition of her works has yet appeared; and if such be in
preparation, it must be the ardent wish of every admirer of true genius,
that they may fall into able and generous hands, capable of doing justice
to so talented an author.
If neither the intellectual nor religious part of Miss Jewsburys
character was ever fully exhibited in her native country, there is a
noble testimony on record, that, during her short but honourable career
in India, the matured virtues of her heart and mind were brought into
more powerful and efficient exercise. Sustained by that faith which
gives strength to the feeble, and energy to the desponding, she devoted
herself to her husband through a severe and protracted illness; and
when disease was raging around her, and famine presented every aspect
of wretchedness to her compassionate view, her abode was thronged by
the native women and children, whose sufferings were not only commiserated,
but as far as possible relieved. It was in this way that she sought
to win the hearts of the people, as well as to gratify her own benevolent
feelings; to convince them that her religion was one which led those
who received it to delight in binding up the broken-hearted, and comforting
those that mourned, while she hoped to be able gradually to instil into
their minds its important and sublime principles. But the term of her
usefulness was near its close, and while compassionating the sufferings
of others, she herself fell a victim to the same dreadful disease. Mrs.
Fletcher died of the cholera, in her way from Sholapore to Bombay, on
the 3d of October, 1833.
It is recorded, as one of the last acts of her valuable life, that
while famine was desolating the neighbourhood of Sholapore, and her
benevolence and charity were extending themselves in every available
channel, a poor Hindoo, deprived by starvation of his wife and all his
children, except one infant daughter, having crawled with this child
in his arms to the foot of his idol, was found dead before the altar,
as if arrested in the act of supplicating for relief. Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher
hastened to the spothad the father buried, and the unconscious
child thus literally found in the arms of death, they adopted as their
own. During the short remaining period of her life, Mrs. Fletcher carefully
and affectionately attended upon this orphan; and it was one of the
last acts of her benevolence to have it placed in a female missionary
school.
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