290. Robert Southey to Thomas
Southey, 3 March 1798
*
Bristol.
March 3. 98
My dear Tom
I have this day received my Uncles letter respecting Lord Proby, & will give you his
own words. “My motive for writing is to desire you would consult with Thomas whether it would not be more
advantageous for him to get on the Lisbon station, where perhaps I might be of
use to him by means of Lord St Vincent. If he should wish it, Lord Proby who expects to have a
Frigate given him & to return to that station has promised me to bring him
out – that is to give him a birth, or an appointment on board his ship. You will
write to Ld P. to inform him that
Thomas will accept of his offer, & to give him Thomas’s direction that he
might inform him whence & when he sails. There need not be any explanation
with Capt. Hood till Lord P. writes to him, as you see,
it depends on two contingencies. Lord
P. may not get a ship, & if he does may not go to Lisbon. tho of
this last he tells me he is certain”
Now Tom you must use your own judgement. if you see no
impropriety in leaving Capt.
Hood – & as the change would be so much to your advantage I should
think he cannot but wish you to accept it, I can see no other objection. let me
know immediately, that I may inform Ld.
P.
You tell me you have left off sugar & rum. I do not know my
dear Tom that this, or any circumstance could now raise you in my opinion – but
I know well what in your situation the sacrifice must be. Be not surprized if I
say that I do not wish you to persevere in it. When I first did the same, it was
at a time, when, from the general agitation of the subject, & the number of
abolitionists, there was a hope & prospect of mortally wounding the traffic
by the disuse of West Indian commodities. that prospect is gone. it is now
evident that the very few who persevere can do nothing. & my reason for
still persisting as I ever shall, is from a respect to my own feelings, for the
satisfaction I feel in being conscious that in no ways do I contribute to so
accursed an evil as the Slave Trade, that if all else had acted as I act, that
Trade must have been destroyed. for you Tom – your possible comforts God knows
are few enough, nor do I think that you ought to abridge yourself of one, by
indulging in which no actual evil is done
<committed.> now it is true that the efforts of an
individual can do nothing.
My last it seems (inclosing a 2 pound bill from my Mother) had not reached you
when you wrote. it was directed to Torbay. I shall not send you a parcel till my
Joan [1] be finished, which will be now in about a month. In the
Autumn I have some thoughts, & serious ones, of publishing another volume.
to this my chief inducement is the hope of getting a house to call my own; & I think, if my literary plans do not sadly
fail, to accomplish this by the next Christmas – & then Tom you shall come
& chuse a cot & fit up a room in your own taste.
We came here on Wednesday last, & to night enter our
lodgings, in the very house on Kingsdown Parade where my Aunt
Mary once lodged. I shall have a barrel of cider there Tom – & if
you can come to us we will work it merrily. I expect to hear from my Mother daily respecting her
house. if she gets rid of that, & my Uncle reaches Lisbon well – why our family affairs will look
better than they have long done. & God knows it is time we had a little sun
shine. Edith is well – & I hope
air & exercise will clothe her bones. for me I am the healthiest of all
skeletons.
I mean to write a ballad soon. in the course of next week if
nothing prevents me, & you shall see it as soon as done. the Magazines shall
come with the parcel – but tell me what was the last number you had.
I hope you may go to Lisbon – far as the distance will be, &
long as it would seperate us. your time would pass comfortably – & it is
snug lying in the Tagus. I must prepare my Letters [2] for a new edition with prints. & you
shall have a noble set of impressions –
God bless you
yrs affectionate
brother
Robert Southey.
